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Parson's Porch & Book Publishing is a book publishing company with a double focus.  We focus on the needs of creative writers who need a professional publisher to turn their words into books, & we also focus on the needs of others by turning their books into bread by sharing our profits with those who are homeless and displaced by meeting their basic needs of food, clothing, shelter and safety.

Going Where I Do Not Want to Go

... take up your cross ...
— Mark 5:38

The last time I saw my father was the first time I saw him dead. It was not of my choosing to stand by his bed and tell him goodbye.

It had been a harrowing day. He was killed about 6 hours earlier in an accident while mowing his yard that he had mowed for almost 50 summers before. Most days since then, I notice the clock—4:10 pm. Standing there, I knew that I would never hear him, see him, smell him, or touch him again. I was jarred to think that the rest of my life would be lived without my father, and there was nothing I could do about it. I was in a place I did not want to be.

The most prominent sensation I have had since then is the feeling that I am left hanging—suspended. Not only am I left hanging, I do not know what to do. That’s been the most painful part.

While it may sound like a cliche, part of me was killed with my father. Also, I did not choose the consequences of his death on me. Suddenly, i was hoisted, suspended, hung, if you will, on a cross I did not choose.

What do I do?

Well, I do the only thing I know to do: I take it. Oh, I don’t mean like a stoic. I mean I take the crucifixion that a cross of any kind is meant to bring. While suspended on this cross between heaven and earth, not wanting it, and not choosing it, I take it like Christ Jesus did. I’ll follow Him who loves me so!

So, here I hang upon the One Who hangs upon the cross! Hopefully considering what’s next. Wherever God leads, I’ll go.

 

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